It's Not My Fault ......... Or Was It? HAHA.

One fine morning, a sudden horrifying call from PPIB (Pusat Penataran Ilmu & Bahasa) department saying that I got a "warning letter" from my Japanese lecturer (whose name is Dennis, and we call him sensei.. XD) for 'NOT ATTENDING' the 22nd Nov 13 Japanese class...????????? (o.O)"

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The phone call somehow more or less, started like this :

*phone vibrates in the pocket*

ME     : Hello?

PPIB  : Ini cik Nur Amalina Kamaruddin ke?

ME     : Ye saya...ada ape?

PPIB  : Saya dari pejabat PPIB, dekat sini saya ada surat amaran dari
           pensyarah cik yg menyatakan cik tak hadir ke kuliah Bahasa Jepun
           Tahap III pada 22 Nov...

ME     : Huh? O.o"

PPIB  : Ye cik. Nanti bole saya mintak cik ke pejabat PPIB untuk ambik surat
           amaran ni ye?

ME     : Tapi saya tak pernah ponteng kelas Jepun tuh...mesti ada silap.

PPIB  : *baca details n no matrik*

ME     : T______T" sigh...

PPIB  : Macam ni la cik, ini baru surat amaran pertama cik. Apa kata cik
           datang ke pejabat dulu ambik surat ni. Sila jumpa dengan Puan
           ***** ye untuk ambik surat tu. (aku tak ingat la nama puan tu..)
           Ok ye cik...

ME     : Errr. ok ok. T_____T"

* letak fon. haish. tak puas hati. *

This is not my first time actually. Sebelum ni pon dah kena panggil masuk bilik dean, but that one was not my fault. But this one....seems to give me lots of pressure since I was really there in the class and through that phone call, I was like..." Whuuuuut ?????? >_<"

Dah la tengah hari tuh, I'oll ada oral exam Jepun dengan sensei tu. Tak tenang jiwa tambah dengan ketaq nak oral pon tak habeh lagi.

Ottoke =..=" ???

--> "For as long as I could remember, I never skip any of my Japanese classes for this sem... I must be crazy if I skip the class.."

 
Lalu kerunsingan jiwa aku tuh di lihat oleh seorang member course aku, dia pon tanya la. Aku dengan muka dramatik and konon mcm trauma cakap, aku dapat warning letter yg aku ponteng kelas Jepun time 22hb Nov ari tuh. Lepas tuh, kitorang pon mcm mengong jap.

Masing2 tengok muka masing2 macam hape tah. haha.

Krik krik krik.

Member aku cakap, "Macam mana ko bole dapat kol PPIB cakap ko tak datang kelas, sedangkan aku rasa la, kalau aku pegi kelas pon kau ada sekali kan? Patotnya kalo ko ponteng pon, mesti la dengan aku2 sekali dapat surat amaran...sebab aku yakin setiap kali kelas kita tiga orang mesti duduk sekali..."
Aku pon iyakan la. Betul jugak. Kitorang bertiga memang duduk sekali. (Ada sorang lagi member course aku yang amek Jepun mcm kitorang jugak.)

"Mungkin agaknya...ko ni tak sign attendance sheet kot ari tu..."

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa begitu kot. Mungkin. Haesh. =..="

Aku yg terpempan sendiri ni mcm tak fokus dah. Kurang dari 2 jam lagi nak oral test. Kitorang time tuh baru habes kelas Marine Ecology dgn Mr Ali. Tengah melepak study kat SST (konon la...XD)

Dalam bingung2 tak percaya tuh, aku mintak dia teman aku nanti pegi pejabat PPIB ambik surat tuh. Dia cakap, " kita pegi amek sekarang la. Nanti kita bole terus pegi office dia and before start oral nih, ko bole pegi tanya dia terus apesal yg ko dapat surat amaran tuh. Ko tunjuk la bukti yang ko ada kat kelas hari tuh... :D "
Aku macam tak nak mula2 sebab trauma kan, tapi last2 kitorang pegi jugak PPIB time tuh. T__T"

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Dah ke pejabat PPIB, kitorang menapak ke office sensei plak.Time tuh tinggal sejam lagi before oral test start.

*ketuk pintu. bukak. bismillahirrahmanirrahim.*

ME       : Hey sensei... :)

SENSEI : *smiling* Hey, come in. What's your problem?

ME       : Em, sensei...I wonder why did I got a call from PPIB department just
             now, saying that I got a warning letter from you because I didn't
             attend your class on 22nd Nov?

SENSEI : *muka pelik* Wait. What's your name? Amalina right?

ME       : Yes, I'm from the Friday class.

SENSEI : *checked through the attendance list. pouting. then he showed me
               the list. stared to my face. pen dekat mulut.*

ME       : *tengok attendance. tepuk dahi. aduh. sah la memang tak sign pon.*

SENSEI : Where were you that day? You're not in my class??? *staring in
             disbelieve. his blue eyes. cantik pulak =3*

ME       : I was there sensei...*sambil tunjuk buku Jepun chapter 11 yg aku
             conteng dgn notes tambahan time kelas dia.* I guessssss...I missed
             the attendance sheet during the class. T__T"

SENSEI : Aaaaa...I see. I knew you were there. I don't think you've ever
             skipped my lesson, weren't you? You just sometimes shifted from
             Friday to another day because you couldn't make it on Friday. I know
             you're being so diligent, and...bla bla bla bla (panjang sket dia
             cakap..tak tangkap. haha~) And you did even came twice to my last
             lecture, last week. I noticed that because you've been so excellent
             when I asked, all of the sudden...something that makes me a little
             suspicious...*he laughed* XD

ME       : *embarassed. giggling. but proud. haha~*

 
ME       : Sensei, would I be banned from taking final exam? *exaggerating
             XD*

SENSEI : Oh..no no. You wouldn't for real. It's just the first warning letter
             anyway. Don't take it seriously...

ME       : But, that gives me a bad record already...T___T"

SENSEI : Naaaaa...that's nothing. I won't deduct anything from your
             performance marks anyway. I knew you're there..It's just you forgot
             to sign the attendance sheet. Just ignore the warning letter. It's not
             that serious.. Ignore the letter and live your life as usual... I've to
             send the warning letter to the office since it's my job, or the Dean
             will ask me why my students didn't show up without the MC
             or any exception letter. I didn't realize that your name was there
             since I've so many students. So, forgive my ignorance yaa.
             *also making his funny type of face. Undescribable. But funny..his
             students know how funny he is..*

ME       : NO NO sensei. It's my fault for not being alert with the attendance.
             I'm sorry. *feeling sorry. really. sorry sensei. I'm not even mad.*

ME       : Emmm...then about the letter from the person who called me this
             morning, should I really go n take the letter and do something bout
             it?

SENSEI : No no. Just ignore her. *buat muka kerut cute. pouting mouth.
             priceles XD. then he adviced me on my previous midtest marks and
             keep encouraging me to improve more during my final exam later. he
             said, that I can do much better than and it really lifted me up!!*

SENSEI : Amalina-san, if you encounter any problem in your study just before
             your final, just come and meet me here. I'll be here during the
             weekdays, ok. *senyum. mata biru sensei cantik la. awww.*

ME       : Ok then. Err...thanks a lot sensei.. :D *happy*

SENSEI : Ok. And good luck to you, your oral test is this afternoon yaa... :D

ME       : Yes sensei.. *T___T" OMG. adhuuuuyai...*

* senyum paksa. keluar bilik. pheeeuw lega =..=*

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--> Macam ni la lebih kurang watashi sembang ngan sensei semalam nih.

Anyway, lega rasa sensei tak deduct markah since kecuaian aku yg tak dapat dinafikan tuh. Padan la muka malin. Lain kali lupa lagi sign attendance. haha.

Bukan hape...I did attend the class and kinda flabbergasted to get such a horrifying call in the morning before my Japanese oral test. =..="
Rasa macam kena karen pon ade.

--> "Oh, how stupid la yang aku bole lupa nak sign attendance. T____T"
     *tepuk dahi tepuk dahi tepuk dahi*

Oh thank you so much la sensei. Dah la baik, walaupon tegas tapi sensei ni bagi aku sopan dan memahami. Dan sangat la charming. Dan mata biru...XD Dia tak hensem mana tapi manis kalau usha dia senyum. haha~ He's a perfect type of lecturer that I really adore and really looking forward to go to his class. Tak sia2 kalau pegi kelas dia hari2 pon belajar benda yg sama. Sebab he knows how to entertain his students.

Dari tak suka bahasa Jepun, jadik minat pulak. Pernah jugak macam angau sat

See how much positiveness that he has brought upon me. I never slept in his class, tak mcm time sem 1. Kelas Jepun adalah port aku untuk tidur setiap minggu. haha~ And, I did study (kadang2 tak jugak pon. hihi..) before went to his class, bukan sebab takot or terpaksa, tapi sebab dia suka tanya random kat student dia, so kita akan aware dan malu kalau salah jawab. haha~ Dan dia dah sebabkan aku berusaha keras nak score exam Jepun. Berbanding Sem 1, gred aku tersangat la teruknya n masuk sem 2, giler banyak berubah peningkatannya. Dari gred D(=..=)"kantoiiii* sem 1, Sem 2 naik pi gred B+(^_^)* ehem2*. Kira ok la walau tak dapat A pon, sebab yg nih pon dah kira membanggakan la bagi aku yg konon tak cerdik Jepun time sem 1...
(bole terima anugerah peningkatan prestasi weyh kalau kat sekolah...)

Dari buta huruf Jepun n tergagap2 baca hiragana n katakana, sem 2 aku banyak gila la improve. Express, macam Shikansen (sejenis komuter ke, kereta api laju kat Jepun tuh..) Huh...sekarang nih dah kira penghujung sem 3, dah lebih kurang 2 sem aku bahagia belajar Jepun. Tapi kelas Jepun dah habes minggu lepas, lepas nih tinggal final exam je...huhu. And there would be no more Japanese class next sem. T____T"

I miss being in his class already. He's such a good sensei. Thank God for that. Walaupon pada mulanya aku sangat anti kelas Jepun and terkejut dugong lagi bila tau time sem 2, sensei kitorang adalah bukan sensei Jepun yg kitorang harap2kan. Sensei Dennis tuh Dutch, orang Netherlands lagi, so aku bajet memang mampus habis la aku time sem 2 tuh. Tapi sangkaan aku memang jauh nor tersasar. Dari first class, aku dah terpegun dengan how good he attracted my attention to every words he said. Balik dari kelas kan rasa macam best ooooo. Selalu mood aku akan rosak habes after kelas Jepun. haha.

Hmm..I'll cherish every moment being in his classes. Sensei...thank you. You're such a wonderful person in my eyes. teehee~ :D

Eh jap...nah, nak tunjuk sket my sensei tuh.. tadaaa !!

Haaaaa. Ni la my sensei.. Eh?
Ok ok. Joking. Ini my ex-boyfriend, EHHHH????
*dush dush XD*

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Ok this is the right one...
Ini la Mr Dennis Dave Zomerhuis, kitorang punya
lecturer Jepun yang yg berasal dari Netherlands.
Sorry sensei..I sneak peak this photo while you
were teaching. I know you hate phone in class but
I need some memories. teehee~

Ok. dah dah. dah banyak nor nih aku mengarut. kesian korang. Sorry la kalau terbaca panjang2 nih. Aku memang suka luah perasaan kat sini. Sebab tuh la aku punya motto blog pon. Anything, everything that crossed my mind, I'll spit them out here. XD 

Thanks for reading. Maaf jugak untuk entry yang penuh perasaan nih. Sekian dulu. Babai peeps of the world !!

H for Heart, H for HATI.

Post kali macam random skit dari post sebelum2 nih. Saje terpikir nak post. Macam perlu.

Teringat dan terkesan dengan hujah seorang teman tak lama dulu...
Ter"usha" gambar sorg member ni kat lappy dia, posing ayu giler bak gadis melayu terakhir.

"Eh. Cun la ko pakai tudung mcm ni...hihi~ nampak ayu..sopan...baru la nampak mcm gadis melayu terakhir gitu...."

Dia hanya tersenyum.

"Aku baru ternampak ko pakai tudung dlm gambar nih..hihi :D gambar bile nih??  "
(niat di hati berharap dia tergerak la nak pakai tudung and cover la rambut dia tuh.)

"Ala...gambar nih lame dah, time skola2 dulu...time raya dgn member2..hmm, aku bukannye tak nak pakai tudung la weyh. buat ape nak paksa diri kalo tak rela.. lagipon, aku tgok org yg pakai tudung ni, pe'el lagi tak bole pakai dari org yg tak pakai tudung mcm aku. kalo kapel tuh, kalah org dah kawen. cium2 pipi? pegang2 tangan? ishh, pelik la. apa yg dibangga sangat dgn tudung dia tuh. konon nampak islamik? hmmm..dah la tuh, kalo yg tudung labuh tuh pon tak kurang, macam sama je. diorang tuh suka bergaul dgn puak2 diorang je, jalan ramai2, konon buat usrah, kadang2 ngutuk ngumpat org jugak. ingat aku tak tau? aku tak kata la semua org mcm tuh, tapi ko pon tak nafikan kan kalo aku kata mcm tuh?"

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Aku terkesima. Sangat terrrrrkesima. Mati niat nak sambung bicara. Kelu lidah utk berkata-kata. Dalam hati, aku cuma mampu beristighfar. Astaghfirullahal'adzim...sampai mcm tuh sekali tafsiran dia. Ya, aku tak nafikan mmg ada segelintir yg mcm tuh. Menjual agama hanya pada luaran, tetapi batasan lain terabai. MashaAllah..

Tapi apa yg aku nak kesahkan kat sini, bukan la sgt pasal pakai tudung atau tak, bukan pasal ngumpat atau pasal kapel, tapi pasal hati. Ya. HATI. Aku tau, aku bukan alim pon nak cerita2 pasal HATI nih...aku pon sgt laaaa banyak kekurangan yg tak terbaiki. Aku hanya orang kebanyakan yg kadang2 tau tapi tak mengaplikasikan. Tapi aku mcm terpanggil untuk share apa yg aku rasa tentang topik nih. 

 

HATI. Ya...hati. Bahasa Arabnya, QALBU. Bahasa Inggeris korg pon tau, LIVER (yg ni direct translation utk hati, organ fizikal) @ HEART (juga organ fizikal, tapi lebih kpada "hati" atau utk mnyatakan perasaan? mcm tuh la lebih kurang...=_=") bahasa2 lain, korg tanya pak cik Google sendiri la eh.

Qalbu kat sini bukan la pada segi zahir definisinya yg bererti jantung, atau "organ yang sarat dengan otot yang fungsinya mengepam darah, terletak di tengah dada agak miring ke kiri.." =_=" memang betol pada definisi tapi bukan ini yg aku nak tekankan, pening pulak aku nak tafsir satu2...macam pakar bahasa.

Tapi tuh la, apa yg aku nak kata, apa je yg kita nak lakukan semuanya start dari HATI kita. Niat yg terlintas tuh, even tak terkeluar lagi kat mulut pun memang sah datang dari HATI. Jahat baiknya manusia pon berasal dari HATI.

HATI, HATI, HATI...semua pon HATI.
Rasulullah S.A.W pernah bersabda,

“Sesungguhnya dalam tubuh anak Adam itu ada seketul daging bila baik ia nescaya baiklah seluruh anggotanya dan bila jahat ia nescaya jahatlah seluruh anggotanya. Ketahuilah itu adalah Qalbu.” (Bukhari & Muslim)

Rasulullah mengandaikan qalbu ni mcm raja atau pemerintah yg dipatuhi rakyat jelatanya. Andai pemerintah ni memerintah dgn baik, maka baik jugak la rakyat yg diperintah dan mcm tu jugak la kalau sebaliknya.

Ok la, berbalik kpada konteks aku tadi, nak pakai tudung or tutup aurat pon sesuatu yg datang dari hati. Ingat, pakai tudung itu bukan sebab trend, bukan sebab nak cover aib semata atau sebab nak tunjuk baik depan orang. Niat macam tuh tak ke mana cik kak. Dah tu, inshaAllah tak dapat pahala ibadat sebab niat terpesong. Eh.

Ada jugak kebetulan kata member aku tuh, kalau pakai tudung pon, hatta tudung labuh sekali pon tapi pe'el tak jaga, akhlak ntah hape2, kan dah timbul fitnah rata-rata. Aku mengaku aku bukan jenis yang alim dan susah nak istiqamah wat benda2 baik nih, tapi aku tetap berusaha menjaga batas2 yg ada semampu mungkin. Bukan bermakna aku tak mengumpat langsung, cuma kadang2 sifat amarah terlalu merajai hati. Aku pon manusia biasa. Macam korang. Tak lebih tak kurang. Yang kadang2 pandai cakap tapi buat tak pon. Hmm...Astaghfirullah. >_<

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Ape yg panjang nor aku merepek ni pon bukan aku nak aibkan sape2, tapi tuh la. kita tengok sendiri la macam mana ada sesetengah yg masih boleh berpikiran mcm nih. Hmmm. Tu baru sorg yang aku jumpa mcm tuh, dan aku yakin mereka2 yg tidak bertudung di luar sana pon ada sebab tersendiri kenapa diorang masih tak terasa nak menanggung kewajipan menutup aurat yg wajib nih. Mungkin salah satu sebabnya, adalah datang dari kelompok kita jugak, yg bak kata member aku tuh, pakai tudung, tapi ape kes lagi teruk dari yg tak pakai tudung. huh...pedas oiii. Wallahu'alam.

Ehem..ehem...
Awak yg pakai tudung litup pon...jangan bangga sangat yg awak konon selamat tutup aurat.
Ingat, bak kata Ustaz Azhar Idrus, "Pakai tudung tak wajib, tapi yg wajib tuh tutup aurat..." =D
Cer check balik, cukup ke dgn pakai tudung, awak dah tutup semua?
Baju awak...seluar awak...skirt labuh awak...ikut bentuk badan ke longgar?
Dedah punggung, dada tak?
Tebal ke nipis n jarang sampai nampak dalam?
Transparent, translucent, transport, transaction, trans fat dan trans-trans yg sewaktu dengannya?
*ehhh? ok abaikan yg nih...*
Dah OK? hehe~
Kalau dah bole istiqamah yg basic ni, bole la cuba yg advance sket dan terus perbaiki part lain macam pakai stokin kaki... pakai handsock... pakai tudung labuh sikit...sebab kita ni kalau nak berubah ni bukan nak express n drastik. Biar slow asal dia berpanjangan n berkekalan. Dan yang penting, jaga perawakan dan as perempuan, kita kena jaga pandangan mata depan lelaki yg bukan mahram kita. Bukan control ayu, nanti orang kata gediks pulak. =_=" Tapi jagalah sikit batasan kita dengan lelaki, ok?

Ha...dah sampai bab ni, alang2 tercakap, aku kupas sikit la topik nih.

Kalau awak berkapel, dah tentu ke dia tuh "Mr Right" yg awak dambakan? Yang akan menjadi penyelamat hidup awak? Yang menjadi imam solat awak? Yang bole pimpin awak meniti titian ke syurga Jannah? Terpulang la pada masing2 tapi kalau aku, definisi bahagia dalam cinta bukan la cinta sebelum kahwin, tetapi cinta selepas nikah. *woot woot*

--> Macam tak masuk akal doe minah ni. Acane nak kahwin kalau tak cinta?

Hmm.

Nak tanya nih, kalau dah cinta sebelum kahwin tuh, dah sweet sana sini...lepas kahwin, gerenti tak cerai ke?
And lagi satu, kalau dah kapel sweet2 tuh, dah cinta sana sini...GERENTI KAHWIN KE cik akak????

Ehem ehem..*clears throat*

Jawab la sendiri. Tepuk dada, tanya selera. Eh tak. Tanya HATI.

Tak semua gentleman kat luar sana yg berani nak "try n error" method ni, tapi ini lah yg paling afdhal.

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Lelaki yang berani dan kacak bukan lah terletak pada kekuatan sixpaxnya bak Taylor Lautner Twilight atau rupanya yg jambu ala2 Korea mcm Donghae Super Junior ataupon T.O.P Big Bang, tapi beraninya dia memikul amanah serta tanggungjawab dan mengambil risiko dengan mengahwini perempuan yg di idaminya walaupon tak pernah berdating berkenalan sebelumnya. Kacaknya lelaki adalah kerana santun budi dan akhlaknya serta imannya. Bukan nya galak mintak nombo tepon pastuh ajak kuar dating, makan2..ish, No No No. Mungkin hanya dengan sekali pandang atau terjumpa hatinya terus berkocak dan dadanya bergoncang. Dengan sekali pandang, dia asyik teringat-ingat dan tanpa ragu terus mengambil keputusan final dgn melamar gadis tuh. *Wooaaaa...peeewit*---> Realitinya, memang susah nak jumpa jenis yang macam ni tapi hakikatnya memang ada.

Aku ada kenalan yang dah menikah time muda gini tapi sebelum kahwin tak penah kenal pon bakal suami dia. Cuma pernah terserempak sekali dua.
Aku tanya la jugak, tak pelik ke ada orang tak kenal tiba2 masok meminang, pastu nak kahwin?
Dia kata, dia redha je tapi ada something yg menyebabkan HATI dia tak rasa takut malah rasa ringan dan senang. Dah parents dia bagi lampu hijau, mesti ada something yang menambat hati parents dia yg ada pada lelaki tuh yg tak de dekat orang lain. So, dia pon on je la. Skarang nih dah dekat setahun diorg kahwin, alhamdulillah..baru2 nih dia baru je melahirkan puteri sulong yg cute.
OMG. Comel betol seyh anak die...Jelas terasa jelez tapi simpan sendiri2 je la. haha~
Ada jugak aku tanya, "mcm mana dia orangnya? ok tak rasa lepas kahwin ke rasa pelik sebab ye la kawen dgn org yg tak kenal?"
Dia kata mcm ni la lebih kurang," Mula2 memang mcm pelik but makin hari rasa mcm makin curious dan makin banyak surprise. Selalu rasa dihargai n special. Dia layan je kerenah akak n akak pon tak rasa kekok, tapi rasa selamat..."
OMG. sweet kan...ni la nikmat cinta lepas kahwin. Yang sweet2 tuh dapat lepas kahwin, kan special, dah la tuh dapat pahala lagi...Alhamdulillah. Moga berkekalan la hendaknya. :D

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OK. dah panjang nor aku melalut ni. Ni la malin kalau dah bole taram entry blog dia..hmm. ntah hape-hape...maaf la pada yg terbaca smpai ke level ini, dah banyak terbabas dah dari tajuk asal. maap bebanyak. LOL.

OK. OK. Last words la, apa2 pon kita nak buat, niat kena betol. HATI kena selalu update dengan niat2 and benda baik...kena selalu "brainwash", kena banyak muhasabah diri sebelum tido malam or bila2 masa yg perlu... hoho~ Ingat, nak buat perubahan tak mustahil tapi nak start mulakan perubahan tuh memang susah. Memang la susah sebab tak biasa kan but once dah jadik kebiasaan, tak rasa susah pon. Betul. Trust me. Kita cuma ada satu hati dan hati kita ni bole berubah-ubah. Apa la kata kita ubah HATI kita ni ke arah yg lebih baik...kan? Better cuba sebelum terlambat. It's never too late to start doing something good.

***Peringatan demi peringatan semua ni di tujukan khas kepada diri aku sendiri terutamanya. Anda yang terbaca kalau rasa entry ni tak annoying dan ada part2 yg bole jadik teladan, amek la...yg pelik2 jangan ikut..OK?"

Sekian dulu dari diri hamba yg tak seberapa ni. Maaf le andai aku bazir masa korang yg berharga. Have a nice day, guys !! Assalamualaikum :D
 

That One Day Story Of 9th October...

It's 9th October 2013. Just like the other days in my life calendar that passed by, minute by minute, second by second, and we'll always know that the clock will never stop ticking.

It's just an ordinary Wednesday anyway, and as a university student, my schedule are quite pack with classes, practical and lectures. As you guys may see, I'm a little busy today as I have to attend the night class either.

And for these 2 or 3 days passed, it had been raining non-stop here in Sabah. From the morning I woke up and walked to class until at night I got to my bed for sleep, and it keeps on raining till the next sunrise...

--> OK. I better stop making this kind of "opening" for my blog entry. It feels like the intro of an essay already. Or a short story for literature perhaps? LOL. Who cares right? hahahaha~Hmm... or maybe I actually need to make this one blog entry like a kind of  short story. So that the story plot will look more logical and make sense...LOL.

OK. I'll continue ya...
 
I woke up this morning, feeling damn lazy, then sluggishly moved towards the edge of my bed and yawned. I had morning class at 8 and it's almost 7 at that moment as I looked through my phone clock.

"Oh gosh..not again. I'm gonna be late this morning...useless morning alarm !! never wakes me up at the right time duuhh..."

So, I reached my towel and stuffs, put on my flip flops and get my butt off to toilet. It took me just 20 minutes to get myself ready. Then, I put on my shabby sneakers and went out to catch the morning bus.

It's my everyday routine man. I'm used to it since my first semester here.  The main reason that we need to wake up a bit early is to catch those morning buses. I tell you, it's hard to get on a bus here on the right timing for class. It's a never ending problematic issue that haunted campus students like me.

Late for morning classes sometimes, was not really my fault alone. Maybe it's my fault but it's because of the bus sometimes, that didn't show up eventhough you've waited for like, 30 minutes...sometimes much longer. I still wonder why that happened. LOL.
Can't blame the bus driver either, as they are the one who drive those old campus buses and pick us up every morning.

It's still rain at that time and I've waited in the morning crowd, with my earphone on with loud music from my MP3 player but I'm standing there without my umbrella. I don't really care bout getting wet but it's friggin' cold that morning as I shivered. I'm also dripping wet because of the downpours. It's not really a long wait as a bus showed up after some time.

And so, I went to practical class that morning and bla bla bla bla bla...you know what happened...experiments and stuffs...and finished by 10.30 am. And it still raining outside, but not that heavy. Just sprinkles but still rain.

Then, I went to library and just stay there, finishing some stuffs and wait for the next class. And for the sake of free wifi. LOL.

And still, nothing really interesting happened to me today. Connected to library wifi, streamed Youtube, got myself online on Twitter and Facebook...searching for some infos and stuffs...reading this, looking that, bla bla bla bla....and so, I kinda wasted my whole afternoon. Hehe~

Besides that, I'm actually finishing my practical report to be sent before 5pm later in the evening. Other than that, I'm literally doing nothing. Friggin winter cold library + raining non-stop activates my body hibernate mode somehow but I don't want to dozed off, as I'm not really sleepy either.
Finished my lab report, sent it away and then stayed in the library again.

Bla Bla Bla...Bla Bla Bla...boring.

It's already 5.45pm, got ready for the night class, went for Maghrib prayer early as my class will be started on 6.45pm.
(*notes : In Sabah, sunset time kinda early here. It's around 6pm++...Maghrib is about 6.08pm...)

Bla Bla Bla...Bla Bla Bla...night APK class. A lecture to be precise. And after an hour, it ended. Sorry to say but honestly, it's kinda bored. I don't really have much interest in business subject though.

Bus stop. Le coursemates, talked and laughed...waiting for bus again to return back home...bla bla bla bla....bus came, we went home. As for me, I still got the stay in this UMS residential college. And for some kind of reasons, people thought that I'm lucky enough because not every second year students have the privilege of staying inside, unless if you are a medical students. LOL. Many of us have to rent outside. And some of my coursemates, they are not the exception either.

--> I know man, it's kinda stupid boring reading this one day bloody routine diary...LOL. Continue...
 
Felt lethargic. A whole day away from bed. Walking home from the bus stop so "snail-ly", thought about something in my mind. There's something happened today but I couldn't seem to remember any. Too busy plus too worn out by today's class. Tried hard but useless brain at the moment.

I took my phone out from my pocket. It has been "silent" all day long since this morning and only now I got the chance to grab it and look through if there got any text messages or missed calls. By the way, there's some text messages and to my surprise, the phone reminder! Yup, my phone reminder! Oh dammit !! There's really something important happened today and I almost forgot about it !!
"Oh man... how come I just realize that it is 9th October today...I don't even realize today's date lol.."
Thanks to my old handphone, I barely forgot that today is 9th October 2013.
What so special? Nothing for you but so meaningful to me.

--> OK. So sorry for the long fuckin' boring story, but actually this is the only highlighted part of the day. XD
 
Automatically after I realized today's date, this one warm and smiley face flashes before my eyes. I miss him. I really do. Like a lot.

Today's my late dad's birthday la. How should I forgot? I celebrated this date annually before this.

Yeah, usually before this since I'm away from home, I'll make a phone call in the early morning to my beloved father for a surprise birthday wish.
Or, if I'm home, I'll try to be as a nice daughter as possible since it's his birthday.
And sometimes, I gave him present eventhough it's really nothing much from me.

Yeah, but that was once. But now, you're not with us anymore, daddy.
It's not more than just a cherishable memory for me.

I wish I can hug you again. I wish I can make you proud again. I wish I can hear your voice again through those phone calls. I wish that every moment with you will ever happened again. I wish.

Eventhough you're not here for me anymore, and eventhough I could never give you a birthday phone call like before, or maybe a hug, I'm still gonna remember this day. The date that I could never ever forget in this whole life and the life after this one if got any.

I wish I can still say this through a morning phone call,

"Happy birthday, Abah! :')" but I know, it'll never happen.

So, I just whispered that to myself. I know you'll be hearing me somewhere up there...because half of you is still here with me, in my blood. :D

Abah, I love you. I miss you. You're irreplacable. You're the only man of my life. You're my hero. You're my everything!!

I'm sorry for almost forgetting your big day today. I promise you that I'll never forget that. Never again. :D

*Al-Fatihah to a loving father and a faithful lover,
- Kamaruddin bin Mohamad (1961-2012)-

Cerita Ceriti Malin dan Dongeng Mariners the Scuba Divers.

Pergh!! ....eh jap jap... Assalamualaikum. hehe~

Ok. serius dah lama ngok tak bukak blog I'oll nih. dah bersawang sawing dah rupe~

Hehe. Halleuw guys. Ape cer? Sehat?

Alhamdulillah, sekarang nih I'oll dah officially berada di tahun kedua, bachelor dalam course Marine Science taw..
(yaaaaahhh!!).

Banyak kenangan, pahit manis masam masin air laut payau air paya yang I'oll dah lalui bersama sama teman2, sahabat, rakan taulan, kengkawan, member kamceng, musuh2 dalam selimut, musuh2 luar selimut, penjaga2 tepi kain, pet2 kitty and doggy yg jinak and cuddly di kampung E (oh please T_T"), coursemate2, ex2-roomate, ex2-housemate, ex2-clubmate, blockmates, toiletmates, lecturemates, librarymates n mates2 yg hade di sekeliling I'oll.

Pejam celik pejam tak celik, dah almost setahun bernaung di negeri Sabah, The Land Below The Wind yg cantek mantek nih. Haeh. Tak sangka la pengalaman hidup yg bermakna tinggal kat tempat orang nih.
And Alhamdulillah, I'm adapted to this whole new world, literally different from what I've been experiencing before. Allah bagi peluang untuk merasa tinggal dan mencari pengalaman di tempat orang.
Terima kasih Ya Allah atas peluang berharga nih. ^_^

Em..I'oll pon tak de benda sangat yang nak dikarut time2 cenggini. Sementara assignment pon belum menimbun2 lagi so peluang memblog n mengarut masih terbuka. LOL. Em...ape eh nak cakap?

Em...errgghhh ~ ~ (brainstorm..brainstorm.. >_<")

OK. Give up. Tak de benda syok lagi nak citer pasal sem baru nih. Ada la sikit citer tapi nak kumpul dulu sampai overload, baru nak muntahkan dlm post in the future.. ngahahaha~

Haaa...ni ade citer. Tapi lama punyer la. Tak lama sangat, tapi dah tak bape fresh. (ni story bulan Jun 2013, lepas final exam Sem 2) ngihihihi~

I'oll just nak singkap balik je kenangan I'oll with my fellow Mariners, berdiving (bukan driving), by means Bahasa Melayunya menyelam (bukan memandu ok), di Pulau Sapi, Sabah. AWESOME weyhhhh!

(Actually this was first time la, sebab time tuh baru je nak amek lesen Scuba Dive Open Water. Memang tak expert pon lagi. >_<")

People says, "Pictures says everything that words can't express." So, I'oll attach kan je la sket2 gambau yang hade dlm simpanan I'oll utk tatapan fellow bloggers n readers tegar. LOL.

Silakan menjamu mata. Dipersilakan juga utk jelez kalau nak. hohoho~

Taraaaa!!
hehe..opening mesti kena hade. Jesselton Point KK.

Oh jap. terlupa. sbelum pergi real diving, hari first, kitorang "berdiving"
secara teori dulu dlm kelas.

hari kedua. after teori, mesti la praktikal. cabaran
sebenar bermula.

this.....

transforming into this...haha~
bersiap nak turun dah tuh.

Fins and mask goggles.

masing2 pon sebok memasang komponen BCD masing2.

memasang alatan bagai, fin n mask goggles, BCD, regulator, alternate air source,
bla bla bla...
check tangki oksigen, pasang tuh pasang nih.
check!!

bertolak ke dive site. *charismatic*
lol <3

Ready...

Set....

Jump !!! >_<

yehehehe~

^_^

dalam air daaaaah tu.. sempat lagi tuh posing2.
mariners betul kan..? hihi~

underwater briefing.

 

buat bulatan. antara task yg perlu.

hovering~

buddy system~

pantang nampak kamera. even underwater.

bulatan!

oh..ini pezal, bdak aquakultur. the only boy in our girls group.
^_^

ni one of the diving instructor.
izham the black body. >_<

syahirah ke nih? lol

me n pezal :D

meowww =3

maira n qilah. buddies :D

kak jac and kak jay. lol

saranghaeyo !!!

ni kak jaclyn, our girl diving instructor. the only girl instuctor
for the day.

diving instructor 2, Izham the black body.

Aldrick, diving instructor yg paling sweet n nice.

Akid (left) diving instructor yg sporting.

and the rest...all of these guys were daebak n nice to us !
thanks guys!

ni latihan before we're diving into the sea. on the surface dulu,
actually dgn ombak yg bergelora, it's kinda wavy n I'oll

got seasick.

reef 1. coral tak tau tapi actually lagi nice kalo tgok
depan mata.

blue spotted yellow sting ray. cute size.
about two human palm size.

emm. ni ikan...ikan banyak2. tak tau ikan ape. lol

 next reef. some kind of fish. cool sight!

reef infinity. with cool fishes...! lol

weird shape but rarely seen fish. dunno know what type.

Until now i keep guessing what the heck was this
creature. mcm flounder fish pon iye. hoho~

diving instructor yg gigih memberikan instruction n
tunjuk ajar walaupon underwater. hewhewhew~

peace!

dah naek bot, BCD n stuffs perlu di bersihkan.

ooopps!

ok.sempat lagi.

Aqilah aka Aki-chan.
muka penat tak hengat.

Fatin Humaira.
Marshmallow girl. pon muka penat tak hengat.

muehehehe~ up the surface.

wat lek wat peace! :D

serius lapar walaupon lepas satu dive. penat.

muka penat n lapar siot. tunggu makanan.

ada jugak yg gigih study manual diving tuh.
untuk mantopkan lagi ilmu di dada.

dive manual. lots of info !!

muka tekun Bidah, coursemate I'oll.

dah abes dive, logbook diving kena isi n dapatkan
pengesahan pihak berwajib. lol

one last pict after we're done. memoir.

me with the lovely kak Jaclyn :D

fellow ting tong divemates. weee~

ok! we're now officially Open Water Scuba Divers!

ngehehe~ with Aida.

with le coursemate. Aki-chan. on the boat. back home.

on the way home. penat but happy.

ok! weeee~ Mariners!

last. la sangat kan.

in the van. super exhausted.
 muka ala zombiezz >_<

ada opening, mesti la kena closing kan.
bye2 Jesselton Point KK.
^_^

Hah...tuh je la yg dapat di upload. Actually tak la semua...tapi memang 90% inilah yg dapat diupload dgn jayanya.

Amacam? Besh kan? Ada jelez? LOL.

Ok la. dah ngantuk. Nak tido. Till the next entry, chow first. bye! XD
Assalamualaikum guys. =3