Having second thought of what am I...

Sometimes, I do ask, what am I actually?

I'm not a boy totally not yet a girl...
Yeah, u see me a girl...physically, of course I am...but...it's not something like that...I'm talking bout something more complicated than that...
I usually don't really do what other girls do, since I was little...maybe because i was raised in a manly environment...
I'm a single daughter n sister with two naughty lil' brothers...hihi...I don't play with teddy bears and dolls or watching Sailormoon or Barbie on Sunday morning, or playing "mommy daddy" n "kitchen n cooking" during my childhood...
I have to admit that my childhood was amazing, not so boring with girly stuffs, because I'm the type of girl that played what boys like to play and i hate it when they call me a girl...
I love cycle racing in the evening...bullying other girls until they cried..haha ~ playing with stacking yugi-oh cards, beyblade, yo-yo, crushgear, hotwheels, gundam, air guns and many more...I was proud hanging out with my boys classmates...watched Power Rangers, and fell in love with the yellow ranger like crazy...hihi...Kamen Rider, Gransazers, Ultraman, Digimon, Pokemon...I think everything that my brothers and I watched together...and most girls seldomly watched stuffs like that so, I don't really have things to be brought into a girly conversation...I hate girls that screaming just because they saw a dead lizard on my bag once...but I do scream if I see spiders...huhu...

During my teenage time also, I'm not the type who's like going crazy walking around the mall just for window shopping..or hangout with other girl friends of mine and talking loud bout k-pop everytime they met like it's never ending...or having the passion of "mix n match" all the current trendy fashion...nor the type who would be dying just to buy a new pair of stiletto n heels sold in store...or, having pajama party during my birthday...I don't even celebrate birthday...and I hate make ups and what-so-ever...I'm not afraid of sunburn and I felt absolutely nothing when they told me proudly bout the passion of having boyfriend or "petboy"...euwww...or girls that simply cried their hearts out after their boyfriends dumped them away T_T" *oh gosh..get a life, people !!*
but I do like one thing, since I was 12 that is singing in the bathroom like what girls do...and fell in love to play with guitar since that...hahaha ~

If somebody ask, can I just say, I'm somewhere in the middle?? because I just like being simple and reserve...but, I like it if someone notices me...I don't like to be the centre of attraction but I do love attention..
hewhewhew :)

--> just another thought of being me :)

Suatu "Suey" Di Waktu Pagi :)

Assalamualaikum...
Salam ukhuwah :)

Hey guys...how cha guys doing now??? hope you guys are doing just fine...

I got something to tell...but, it's not really enthusiastic...in fact, it's not...at all...but from it, I've learned my lesson... T_T"

Most of u guys wondered kan what the heck is this???

Pada yang pernah mengalaminya, you'll know this thin piece of paper can really kills your mood for that entire day...juga pada tahap yg extreme, can cause mentally traumatization..huhu ~

Tapi, tak de la plak aku sampai ke tahap tuh..tak trauma pon...tapi gara2 ni, free2 je dwet poket melayang...

For those yang still blurr ape ke jadah ni, ni nama nya kertas saman...*wee~*
---> Kenapa plak malin ko kena saman weyh?
Semuanya kerana aku meminjam motor coursemate ku...haha...
*dah la tak de lesen...lagi nak naek moto...kan dah kene...ni la "suey" namanya...*

The night before, I borrowed my friend's scooter...for emergency purposes..hewhewhew...later, that night jugak, I asked him, "Weyh, nak moto balik pukul berapa?" 

Dia cakap.." Emm..ta pa la, esok seja la kau bwak pigi kelas.." (sabahan slang)

Maka dengan itu, the next morning I'm la the one who ride the scooter...

Sebab naek moto...pagi tu pon kuar rumah lambat sket...sebab tak tunggu bas kan...kelas pukul 8, dengan yakinnya, kuar rumah pukul 7.50 pagi...destinasi :: IPMB :)

Sepanjang jalan ke IPMB (Institut Penyelidikan Marin Borneo, a place where the lectures are held for our course especially..) nothing happened, dari kolej kediaman aku di Kampung E, limpas Kampung CD, limpas Kampung AB...ok je...tengah speeding jgak sebab dah lambat konon kan..*kuar lambat lagi :P* masuk je shortcut sebelah Kampung AB...tetiba, terserempak tuan punya moto, my coursemate..because he lended me his scooter, he took a ride on his friend's motorcycle la...tapi lagi parah, beliau tak pakai helmet...*ish ish ish...jangan carik pasal* so, kami pon speeding la sesama...nak dijadikan cerita, tengah kitorg laju2 tuh, dekat simpang keluar shortcut tuh, ada seorang lagi yg seangkatan ngan kitorg ( student Aquaculture, diorang pon kuliah di IPMB jugak..) tiba2 berhenti tepi jalan, sambil lambai2 n panggil2 coursemate aku yg tumpang kawan beliau tuh...tapi diorang tak berhenti...so, aku yang terkebelakang sikit nih pon wat dono je la dengan budak Aqua tuh, memandangkan dah lewat gamaknya...and then, I realized something fishy happened in front...

ADHUUIII...

ada pegawai keselamatan buat ROADBLOCK rupenye...

*ape kejadah wat roadblock pepagi buta...dah la tengah rushing nak sampai kuliah sebelum lecturer..

haeh la ~_~* 

Nah, coursemate aku yg menumpang  kawan beliau tuh dah terkantoi terang terangan dengan tak pakai helmetnya dan tak sempat patah balik...

Inilah yang aku dok kata...

Nasik dah jadik bubur, 

Tepung dah jadik lempeng, 

Telur dah jadik mayonis, 

Ikan dah jadik kuah laksa,

Gula dah jadik karamel...

So did I, aku pon dah tak dapat nak selamatkan diri... T_T"

Semenjak dua ni pon, aku punya instinct macam dah tak berapa nak berfungsi sangat pon...

"Ish...rugi betul tak berhenti tepi jalan dgn budak Aqua tu tadi..kalo tidak selamat fulus aku.."

Sampai depan officer keselamatan tuh, buat muka toya je..nak kata ape kan...redah je la...dalam hati, jangan la dia mintak lesen aku...mati kering kat situ je kalau terkantoi tak de lesen pulak T_T" 

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"Assalamualaikum, selamat pagi..."
"Selamat pagi, encik "
"Cik, student sini kan?"
"Ye, saya ada kelas pagi ni..."

"Matikan la dulu enjin tuh, sayang minyak..."

---matikan enjin---

"Cik tau ape salah cik?"
"............"
"Cik punya motor tak de sticker, tau tak?"
"Ni motor sewa encik..."
"Eh, motor sewa pon kena ada sticker jugak..."
"......T_T......"
"Dah bape lama cik sewa motor nih?"
"Em..awal sem ari tuh...er..er..ada la 3,4 bulan.."

*padahal moto kawan aku tuh, baru pinjam semalam*

"Oh, Berapa la sewa bulan2 ?"

*sambil pandang mata aku*

"Em..oh, saya share bayar ngan kawan saya..."

*mati kutu + peluh kuning, sebab tak tau pon harga sewa bape*

"Kalo share bayar sewa pon, harga apply sticker pon share la ye cik...tak mahal pon..RM3 je.."
"Hehe..ye la.."

*senyum cover + muka pucat + otak dah simpul biawak*

"Mintak kad matrik.."

"*dalam hati* Alamak, dia mintak kad matrik...jangan la mintak lesen, jangan la mintak lesen..."

---carik dompet, hulur kad matrik, hujung jari freezing---

"Cik tahun berapa?"
*sambil dok tulis saman*
"First year...T_T"

*mengeluh*

"Duduk kampung mana cik?"
"Kampung E"
"Lain kali, cakap ngan kawan cik, pegi apply sticker sama2, share la bayar tiga ringgit tuh..tak mahal pon.."
*perli makan dalam*
"Ye..mintak maaf, terima kasih"
*sambil dok usha surat saman yg panas lagi tu..*

" *dalam hati lagi* Fuhh...naseb tak minta lesen..."

---officer blah---

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Aku pon lipat kertas "suey" tuh, start motor, jalan carik parking motor...kepala blank2 lagi nih...macam tak caya...tak de lesen motor lagipon dah kena saman...ganas..ganas..aku perasan,before aku blah dari kejadian "suey" tuh, aku pusing belakang n coursemate aku yang terkantoi tak berhelmet tuh tak sudah2 lagi ditahan officer keselamatan...uiiihh...lagi parah tuh, bape la saman kena..kesian pulak sebab kalo tak kerana aku pinjam moto dia, tak la dia tak berhelmet ke kelas...huhu...n kalo la aku tak pinjam moto dya sampai pagi, tak mungkin la aku pon kena saman sebab moto dya takde sticker..huhu..

sekarang nih, dua2 pon kena saman...yang tambah "suey" lagi, kelas marikultur pon lambat masuk dekat setengah jam..haeh =_="

Inilah namanya,

Sudahlah jatuh ditimpa tangga...

Dah kena timpa tangga, tergolek plak dari bangunan 12 tingkat...

Lagi sadis, jatuh bersepai atas jalan raya, kena gilis lagi ngan treler tayar 18...

Ape pon tak bole ~

Mood memang terganggu pagi nih...masuk kelas pon rasa lain macam je...huhu ~ ditambah rasa kesian + guilty plak kat coursemate aku tuh...

Lesson learnt...tapi jangan ingat aku nak serik...haha ~ nih la namanya adventure...baru ada modal nak citer kat anak cucu nanti...haha~ *pok kepala hang malin !!*

Bagi anda di luar sana, apa yang anda dapat dijadikan iktibar di sini adalah sentiasa lah mematuhi peraturan dan garis panduan di atas jalan raya...especially, pada mereka yang menunggang motor dalam kawasan universiti...pihak keselamatan universiti bukan sengaja nak jolok dwet poket anda, mereka pon menjalankan tugas demi keselamatan warga universiti...(ayat yang nyata poyo..)

Akhir kata... 

Pakai lah helmet, pastikan anda mempunyai lesen memandu yang sah, sayangilah nyawa anda dan sayangilah dwet anda....Anda Mampu Mengubahnya...*lol ~ ayat komersial*

Huhu..salam perantauan..Assalamualaikum ^_^

The Reality Changers *weee~ addicted*

Assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wa barakatuh..
Salam ukhwah fiddunya wal akhirah... hihihi...

Hey ho everyone !!! Lamanya dah tak update entry...*bajet, tak sampai sebulan pon malin weyh... :P*

Al-maklumla...kesibukan akan melanda kan ujung2 sem nih..sibuk mengalahkan menteri kak ton oiii...dengan test yang tak penah2 abes...report dan assignment yang masih bertimbun-tamban, kuiz yg asyik ada mengejut2 tak ketuk pintu dulu...huehuehue...meeting sana, meeting sini...kuliah2 ganti time weekend yg tenang ( yg nih memang tak bole blah punya..) dan dah berapa lama dah kaki ni tak menjejak One Borneo untuk window shopping...*One Borneo tuh sekentut je jarak dari UMS...jalan kaki pon tak sampai setengah jam..*

Alahai...aku manusia, banyak mengeluh time2 gini...padahal manusia dikurniakan Allah sama je 24 jam sehari, 7 hari seminggu...kan, kan? Cuma sendiri mau pandai la urus time supaya tak terbabas dan tersia-sia...peringatan untuk diri sendiri dan kawan2...hihihi..

Ok Ok...actually tak de benda pon nak update... I just wanna share my latest passion on my favorite past time... haha, guess what? I'm falling in love with one of the vloggers on Youtube..literally, not falling in love with him, but falling in love with the cuteness of his lovely daughters...everytime I surf around Youtube, I'll be searching for their updated weekly vlogs...they are " The Reality Changers ".


Have you heard bout " The Reality Changers " ? haha ~ tak semua pon kenal..tapi kalau korang jenis yg suka skodeng2 macam saya, you guys know kot...mereka nih vlogger biasa je, but what are special to me bout this family is that, the family bonding between a single father with his 2 cute daughters...oh...I thought, it is so special the way this single father, treats and spend his time with his nasty little daughters..hahaha~ yup, they are nasty sometimes...dengan keletah alexa (si kakak) n eliana (adik) yg memang cute abis la...selain vlogging, dyorang nih pon menyanyi...Jorge (si ayah) ni memang sweet, buat cover lagu2 dengan anak2 dya yg 2 org tuh...oh..ta nak cakap panjang arh...nak bagi korang tengok sendiri my favorite video update of them...then, kalo korg minat, subscribe la dyorang nih..lagi bagus dari subscribe benda yang bukan2...hehe..
enjoy !!!

this one is my fevret...look at that both lil krazee kiddo !!
hahaha~

alexa and jorge auditioning for america's got talent...
guess what, they made it to Vegas... :)

oh...my chunky monkey eliana that afraid of open waters..

just like me.. :)

lol <3 eli sang this better than bruno mars itself..
the expression n mood, priceless !! :D

Well then, inilah sikit2 yang saya share..(nak tgok bnyak lagi surf sendiri la...type je " the reality changers" or jorge, alexa, eliana narvaez..sure kuar punye la)...k la guys..that's all...bubye..

*weeee~ saya nak adopt eliana narvaez tuh..chunky monkey eli...geram geram geram ! hehehe :)

^_^