Sometimes, I do ask, what am I actually?
I'm not a boy totally not yet a girl...
Yeah,
u see me a girl...physically, of course I am...but...it's not something
like that...I'm talking bout something more complicated than that...
I usually don't really do what other girls do, since I was little...maybe because i was raised in a manly environment...
I'm
a single daughter n sister with two naughty lil' brothers...hihi...I
don't play with teddy bears and dolls or watching Sailormoon or Barbie
on Sunday morning, or playing "mommy daddy" n "kitchen n cooking" during
my childhood...
I have to admit that my childhood was amazing, not
so boring with girly stuffs, because I'm the type of girl that played
what boys like to play and i hate it when they call me a girl...
I
love cycle racing in the evening...bullying other girls until they
cried..haha ~ playing with stacking yugi-oh cards, beyblade, yo-yo,
crushgear, hotwheels, gundam, air guns and many more...I was proud
hanging out with my boys classmates...watched Power Rangers, and fell in
love with the yellow ranger like crazy...hihi...Kamen Rider,
Gransazers, Ultraman, Digimon, Pokemon...I think everything that my
brothers and I watched together...and most girls seldomly watched stuffs
like that so, I don't really have things to be brought into a girly
conversation...I hate girls that screaming just because they saw a dead
lizard on my bag once...but I do scream if I see spiders...huhu...
During
my teenage time also, I'm not the type who's like going crazy walking
around the mall just for window shopping..or hangout with other girl
friends of mine and talking loud bout k-pop everytime they met like it's
never ending...or having the passion of "mix n match" all the current
trendy fashion...nor the type who would be dying just to buy a new pair
of stiletto n heels sold in store...or, having pajama party during my
birthday...I don't even celebrate birthday...and I hate make ups and
what-so-ever...I'm not afraid of sunburn and I felt absolutely nothing
when they told me proudly bout the passion of having boyfriend or
"petboy"...euwww...or girls that simply cried their hearts out after
their boyfriends dumped them away T_T" *oh gosh..get a life, people !!*
but
I do like one thing, since I was 12 that is singing in the bathroom
like what girls do...and fell in love to play with guitar since
that...hahaha ~
If somebody ask, can I just say, I'm somewhere
in the middle?? because I just like being simple and reserve...but, I
like it if someone notices me...I don't like to be the centre of
attraction but I do love attention..
hewhewhew :)
--> just another thought of being me :)
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